influenced.

Isn't it strange, how after even 10 minutes with someone you can be influenced into liking, thinking, doing or even feeling a certain way, just because that person wants you too..
I mean, for example, take Micheal Buble, he is what can only be described as beautiful, and god like in his own right. Musically, one of the most talented people in existance, no one could ever deny that he has a voice to die for. However, even though knowing all of this for sometime, it only ever became apparent when making new friends, one of which was in awe of the great man himself. In awe may even be a bit of an understatement, he wanted to be Buble himself. Thus, leading me into a healthy (perhaps regarded as unhealthy by many, however I do believe it to be perfectly normal) obbsession with a man I will never, or it is VERY unlikely that I will, meet. Watching his "an audience with.." just re-instated my love for a man who in the recent months has been suffering from some poor neglection on my behalf, and may I say, what one happy reunion it has been :)
I mean, seriously, how could you not just LOVE him.
So yes, back to the point of this ever so rambling blog. I always assumed, or took great pride in the fact, that I tend to be a very un-influenced person, and how incredibly wrong I was.
It is, perhaps, my biggest flaw. I have grown a grave dislike to disagreements, or arguements of any sort, which usually results in me just "going with the flow", or agreeing, which would possibly make me the most influenced person. When I first realised this, I was rather taken-aback, and I am sure many of my friends would be too, as I am outspoken, and do tend to be the organiser. However, in my 'old' age, I have found that I really am as influenced as one can get.
BUT NEVER FEAR, as this influence thing has led to Micheal Buble, so it surely can't all be bad?

So yeah, I guess, getting to my point finally, I am making a May resolution :) be less unfluenced, and really stop caring about what others think about me. Well, not entirely, but I'm sure you generally catch my drift :)
xxx